Ardently Living

"In vain have I struggled. It will not do."
Hi. This is my life, in as close to utter simplicity as possible. I love too much and hurt too big, but my life is my own and I'm going to keep strong regardless. I've dealt with all the things girls my age deal with: suicide, depression, body image problems, insensitive friends, love lost but never found, death, loneliness, etc. For all that shit, I still find life beautiful. I don't have a secret, I just have strength that I found in the most unexpected places: my fandoms. Love will light the way. My ask box is always open, and I will never judge you. All you have to do is ask. Always.

a friendly reminder that this is how nick looks at louis.

#yes please #he’s just so amused #just imagine the fic #louis is grumpy and jealous #and he thinks it’s because nick’s stealing harry from him #because harry’s just so brighteyed perfect #and everyone wants him #so of course nick gets him #and it’s awful because louis gets along better with nick than harry does #they understand each other #because of the aging problem #but also they mask their insecurities similarly #and louis gets really bitchy about it #and nick just is amused by the whole thing #because he doesn’t /want/ harry #he just wants louis #and the whole jealous vibe is too funny to not smile at #so he lets louis work himself into a frenzy about it #and it’s so funny because it’s actually giving louis worry lines #but then the truth comes out #because louis accuses nick of not caring about him at all #and just being after what’s in harry’s pants #and nick just can’t #he can’t let that slide #because louis is all he wants #so he tries to say it #but louis is sulking #so nick just kisses him #and he /gets/ it